CHRISTMASSSSSS!!!!!! AAHAHAHAAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH CHRISTMASSSSS!!!

         OH MY GOSH YOU GUYS!! CHRISTMAS IS ONLY 12 DAYS AWAY!!!!!! Whew, glad I got that out when I did. Christmas is my absolute favorite time of year. You can see all the beautiful decorations in all sorts of styles. The beautiful colors and the warm clothes are my favorite. Im the type of person that would rather be freezing cold than even a little bit hot. So, during winter I get to wear big oversized sweaters, scarves, gloves , leg warmers, boots and HATS!!!! I am honestly so excited to bring all that stuff out again! Christmas is about spending time with God and your family, but you cant really forget the fact that on Christmas Day you get a crap load of presents. Now, I dont take anything for granted. AT ALL. I am greateful  for everything I have and get. The best thing about christmas is the smells and tastes. You have all those delicious smelling candles (that you just want to eat), the AH-MAY-ZING food, and THE HOT DRINKS! Now, im not usually into hot drinks but I cant help but love the christmas ones. Theres Hot Chocolate with the little marshmallowes, Different coffees, and even Eggnog (ew). Im proabably going to post during christmas break or on christmas, so I'll let you guys know whats going on in my life!

Wanted: CHRISTMAS COME FASTER!<3

Teenagers...

Uhg, today I don’t feel like myself… I feel really self-conscious and lonely. I have realized that I am always worrying. I absolutely hate that. I worry about everything, school, boys, etc. I wish I could be one of those girls who don’t care about anything, how they look, what people think of them and everything else. But I’m not. I am very self conscious about my appearance and how people (especially boys) think I look. I know I am not overweight or underweight b8ut, I feel like I’m not good enough. I honestly don’t care about how people think my attitude is. I am very blunt. I tell it how it is. I always have and always will. But since its my first year in high school I am starting to process the thought of what guys think of my attitude. Guys don’t want someone bitchy and blunt, they want someone sweet and kind, right? Whenever I try to change myself to be more like that it just DOESN’T WORK! I don’t know why it just doesn’t. I want the type of relationship with a guy where they will be completely idiotic with me and take silly pictures and just like me for me. I want the type of relationship where you can tell him anything and he won’t judge, where he can be my best friend, I want it to be like we can just sit around and watch movies and do nothing. I know, I know, I am asking for a lot, but I truly want all those things. Teenagers are very confusing and its very hard to understand them… Lets, say its very hard to be a teenager.

Wanted: uhg I dont even know.

People Never learn Pt. 2

Hello! I’m Mikinna’s best friend, she talks about me on her blog sometimes so Hi :) This is a post to go along with little Miss El Diabla. Before I ever met Mikinna, El Diabla was my best friend. We did everything together, so why would she ever want to hurt me? Well, I don’t know either. It all started with the boy issues between my new friend Mikinna and my ex bestfriend. This guy, my cousin actually, started flirting with Mikinna, I know, how cute! Anyway, so Mikinna told me and this other “friend” of ours that she liked my cousin. Well, the next day El Diabla calls me and she asks if I will talk my cousin into dating her? Okay, come on now.. .That’s just wrong! So, after a small fight we we’re all cool again and it was whatever. But then it happened again... I’m dating this guy and Mikinna, him, his cousin, and I were all hanging out. Well, his cousin told me that he liked Mikinna. (Isn’t she just so popular? lol) So I told El Diabla, not thinking it would mean anything, and she told me I should try to get him to like her instead. What?! Some people just never learn from their mistakes. Well, El Diabla the four of us and three other people all went out to the movies. You see, I have a secret of my ex bestfriend that I don’t think I should share on here... So I won’t. But, this secret created a huge fight between her and I. After she knew Mikinna and I were not happy with her she went off and told my lunch table that MY father hopes I get knocked up because he doesn’t want to have to deal with me anymore and wants to kick me out of my house... That is the biggest lie I have heard. She tried to say she just heard someone tell her that he said that but I know he didn’t. My father and I are very close, he’s like one of my best friends. Not only did she mess with me, but she is messing with my family now. Who does she think she is? It’s ridiculous. So now, Mikinna and I are 10x closer and I trust her. She’s pretty awesome. And what happened to El Diabla? She doesn’t have many friends... She doesn’t deserve any if this is how she likes to treat them. And she will NEVER be my friend again. Never.

( This is Mikinna again. She sent me this in an email and wanted me to post it)

I Am Thankful

Thankful

I am thankful for my freinds
Even though they put me through a lot.
I am thankful for my family
Because they're the ones who have given me everything I’ve got.
I am thankful for my dogs
They always make me smile.
I am thankful for my school
Even though they make me run the mile.
I am thankful for my house
Without it I would be in a box.
I am thankful for my feet
What else would wear my socks?
Most of all I am thankful for god
He has given us everything we have.
I am thankful.

Some People Never learn....

Okay, its been a while since I was last on. A LOT has happened in that time. I have lost friends and grown closer to my bestfreind. This post is going to be all about drama. A certain someone( Im not naming.) has betrayed me. Actually she has betrayed me more than once. Now, being the good person I am I gave her a second chance. SHE BLEW IT!!!!! Which really makes me laugh. This person went to my bestfriend behind my back and tried to get her to hook , lets call her El Diabla, and the guy I really like up RIGHT AFTER I TOLD HER I LIKED HIM! Well, my bestfriend had none of that she set her stright. As did I after I found out. Then after all that I gave her a second chance. A few weeks later my friend found out that one of her friends likes me, she told El Diabla that thinking it would do no harm. Well, right then El Diabla aske my friend if she could hook El Diabla and him up( shes a bit desperate), Again my friend had none of that. We both set her straight right then. My friend has something very BIG against El Diabla too, but Im not going to tell that. Its her story and her job to write it. Lets just say that El Diabla is a 2-faced Liar and is NO LONGER MY FRIEND. I dont not need her crap in my life. Never did and never will. Okay, Im done ranting now :D

My Diamond Poem, Raven.

Raven

Dark, creepy,

Watching, waiting, screeching,

Prancing, galloping, sparkling,

Rainbows, majestic,

Unicorns.

Overexposed: YOLO ( inspiration from Kinglsey on youtube!)

Okay so theres this term that the Teenage population uses WAY to much. YOLO?! Really YOLO? YOLO: You Only Live Once. The term acctualy means something but people take that for granted. Just because you wore I dont know, pink nailpolish? You dont say YOLO. Thats like saying " Oh my god, I just cheated on Jaqeel and now Im pregnant! YOLO!!" No. Not YOLO. YOLO should only be used for appropriate things like " I just faced my fears and Bunjii Jumped!" Using the term for every little thing is just plain stupid. And it gets REALLY ANNOYING! Honestly, everytime I hear someone say that in a sentance with something stupid and pointless, it makes me want to slap them across the face. Seriously? Just stop.

Wanted: Stop using YOLO for pointless things.

Blown Away By Carrie Underwood

I learned to play this on guitar this weekend!!

Autumn.

Autumn... Even the word sounds cool and crisp. Autumn is my absolute favorite time of the year. Autumn is full of bright beautiful colors and perfect weather. During Autumn I have my birthday, Halloween and Thanksgiving. Which is AWESOME because my birthday is on Thanksgiving. So, I get the full meal for my birthday. I guess that explains my love of turkey! The only thing I dont like about turkey is the animal itself. It reminds me of a big feathered dinnosaur. Anyway, the other good thing about fal is Halloween. Halloween is a time to eat candy until your fat and a time where you dont get juged for being something your not. You can dress up as anything you want. I love Halloween because of the colors and of course the weather! Perfect camping weather, right? Speaking of camping, I am actualy going with my dad this weekend! Should be fun!

Wanted: Fall to stay forever!

Homecoming.

Tonight is the Homecoming game. I swear i have never been more excited, one of my best friends is coming over to spend the night and go to the game with me, which i am totaly siked about. but the main reason I am so excited is because at the games we ussualy hang out with her friend, which are freaking hilairous. I never stop laughing when I am around them. Anyway, the guy i like is going to be there. he is really sweet and nice AND hes soooooo funny. The homecoming game is going to be amazing!

Homecoming dace. Now since I am a freshman this will be my first homecoming dance. I am super nervous, plus mother nature just has to visit me on this weekend. REALLY?! mothernature, I love you, but come on cut me some slack. Anway, I dont have a date so I am going Stag. My friends and I are all going together and then probably going to go back to...lets call her Destiny. We are going back to Destinies house to spend the night. Obviously I HAVE to bring my Tweety Bird Onsey and my Tweety Bird hat to walk around in like a boss. Well, I am probably going to post tomorrow after the dance. So, Thats all for now!

Wanted: Go away mother nature.

Jake and Savanah.

            “JAKE?!” I screamed as I saw him walk in to the archery range. I had just fired my first arrow of the day when he walked in and scared me. I turned around and accidentally let go of the knock, sending the arrow right towards Jake.

            The arrow had hits its target. Jake just looked at me through those ice blue eyes. All I saw was confusion and then pain. He doubled over in pain with his hands over his stomach. Around the arrow all I saw was blood. Blood oozing out from his abdomen. I ran over to him and set his head in my lap as I screamed for someone to come and help. No one answered. I kept crying as I held him. Jake looked to me and motioned me down towards his face. Our lips met. Jake had kissed me. I was in a world of wonder, Jake had kissed me. He smiled up at me with love and compassion. Just then, the paramedics had reached us and were pulling him out of my arms. My arms felt cold and empty.

 I knew he was going to be ok as they put us in the ambulance, me next to the gurney watching him. I held his hand all the way to the hospital as they whisked him off to operation….

TO BE CONTINUED......
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This is my Alternate Ending of Tea's (http://relationshipissuesitscomplicated.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-2-of-camp.html) story about Savanah and Jake. CREDIT TO TEA.

Brantley Gilbert- Kickin' it in the Sticks

I absolutely love the song and the Artist! Im a Hick at haert.

Lucy.

Ok, this post isnt really going to be about my life, but more of my friends and how I wish I could help her so bad. One of my best friends, umm I dont want to say her name so I will call her Lucy. So Lucy is a wonderful fun loving girl at school but, when she gets home she wants to die. Her parents are total monsters to her and her siblings. She has two older sisters that moved out so its just Lucy, her brother, her little sister and their parents. Lucy's parents are monsters. Her dad is a really bad man and has been involved in illegal issues that I will not share. And her mother. Ohh her mother, how I hate that woman with a firey passion. She is a cruel, unfair, verbally abussive, hipocritical bitch, pardon my french. I hate to say it but its true. Lucys mother is truly evil. I feel so bad for Lucy because she absolutely hates going home. My mother and I have offered to help but she says shes fine. Lucy has recently misplaced something very important and her mother is getting very suspicious. She doesnt want to tell her the truth because her mother will basicly ruin her life even more. She will cut her off from everyone and will not let her have a life. Lucy and I have tried to find the object she lost but its no where to be found, we honestly think her brother had something to do with it but she cant confront him about it because he will tell there mother. Other than that I pity Lucy so much, her mom and dad dont care about her but they will do anything for her siblings. I honestly wish I could do exactly what Lucys mom has dont to her back to her mom.

The Roasten of Tha Marshmallows!

Yesterday night was awesome! As you already know I am at my dads for the weekend. Well, last night we decided to build a camp fire in the back yard and roast marshmallows, YUM! It was funny because my brother thinks that a regular marshmallow ( not even roasted) some chocolate and a graham cracker is a smore. The boy doesn’t even heat anything! So, please someone explain to me how a non-roasted marshmallow, a piece of chocolate, and a graham cracker is a smore? I would honestly love to hear there answer. Anyway, the campfire was awesome; we started talking about all the old cartoons my brother and I watched as kids. You wouldn’t believe how many of them I remember like, I remember Whinnie the Pooh, Hey Arnold, Dexter’s Laboratory and a whole lot more. My dads girlfriend was also talking about all the old cartoons she watched as a kid too. I swear I remember the stupidest things from my childhood, I remember the color carpet in our old house, I remember how exactly everything was in my old room from when I was 3. I loved my childhood! Back to the campfire, we had a lot of fun while we ate. Even scout liked it; I swear that dog is part ninja! He sneaks up on you and jumps like a grasshoppa at least 4 feet in the air. And that ladies and gentleman was my Saturday night. :D

Wanted: Smores :DD

Lil' Tanner Edwards.

The Cutest littlekid dancing ever! I cant do any of this now xD

Titainuim by David Guetta feat. Sia

Love The song and its message! Titainum by David Guetta feat. Sia

Minnesota Pictures

My Minnesota Trip.

A few weeks ago my mom, my brother, and I flew to Minnesota with her friend for his 50^th class reunion. When we had to wake up at 3:00 IN THE MORNING, I absolutely dreaded going because I felt like crap and I had a headache. When I eventually got myself together and ready to go to the airport I felt a little bit better but not a whole lot. We had to drive to BWI airport in Baltimore, then we had to get everything out of the car and drag it to the bus or trolley stop (whatever they call it.). Finally when the transportation came we had a total of 6 bags to life on the bus. My mother not wanting to pay the extra 25 dollars for a normal size bag for each of us, she limited me to a CARRY ON?! Like, really me only able to have a carry on? I had to fit 5 outfits, 3 pairs of shoes, my laptop, hoodies, my jewelry and a bunch of other stuff in to a CARRY ON! Plus, I had to leave room for all the stuff we were going to bring home from The Mall of America. When we got into the airport we had to go through security and all that fun stuff. I had to dig my laptop, kindle, phone, and my iPod out of my suit case.  They even made me take off my flip flops, what am I going to strap a bomb to the bottom of my foot? I don’t think so. That was just stupid. When we got through security and on to our plane my headache started to get worse and worse. It probably wasn’t helping that like 6 different people around me were all coughing and sneezing either. We finally got into the sky and it was my first plane trip so, knowing me I whipped out my phone and took a but-load of pictures. The plane landed after a 2 hours and 12 minutes trip, we got out stuff from baggage claim and headed out for the hotel. My mom opened our hotel room and it was like any other hotel nice beds etc. her friend and her headed out to his family reunion while my brother and stayed in the room ordering room service. The next day we headed out to The Mall of America, which was only about 6 miles from our hotel. When we got there it was overwhelming, the place was HUGE. I’m talking like 5 stories high and the inside was about a mile and a half long. They had almost every shop you could think of. They had designer shops and really famous restaurants like The Rainforest Café and Bubba Gump Shrimp, which had the best Jambalaya EVER! I got a bunch of cute stuff; they even had a theme park in the middle of the mall that had rollercoaster’s and other stuff. They had a giant Lego store that had a 3 story high transformer made from Lego’s. The trip was so fun, I would defiantly go again because we didn’t even get to see all the stores there were so many. Over all it was a great trip.

 

Wanted: To go to Mall of America AGAIN AND AGAIN!

My Saturday.

Ok, so it’s Saturday, I’m sitting here in my pajama pants and a tank top just typing away... and I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do. I was really hoping to go see the new horror movie "The House at the End of the Street" today but I just found out that I can’t. Bummer. My dad just told my brother to get up for the trillionth time today. That boy will never learn, I swear he can sleep until 2 pm. the funny thing is though he went to bed at 10:30 last night. I honestly don’t get why is tired when he had like 13 hours of sleep!! Like, really? YOU NEED NO MORE SLEEP KID! Anyway, I don’t think my day will be very productive today. Right now all I’m doing is sitting here with my brother, my dad and his girlfriend typing while they talk. Soo interesting, right? Now I will probably post again tonight but I’m not making any promises. OH! And I ordered my homecoming dress finally. Its going to be really cute!

 

Wanted: To Go see “House at the End of the Street!”

Good Times

Cassandra and I on The bus ^-^.

What This Is.

Hmm... Well this is my first post on my new blog. Hmm, what to write, what to write? Ah, I know! I just got home from dinner and I feel like crap! I love food but I have no restraint when it comes to Italian. It kills me! And now I feel fat. Uhg. I didn’t really know what to do for my blog assignment, at first I wanted to do a blog on photography but then I realized I didn’t want to just write about photography. There’s not really much i can write about when it comes to that. I mean I absolutely love photography but there’s not really much to write about in it, right? So I decided that I am going write about my everyday life and its problems. My life can kind of be interesting and drama filled so we are going to see how this will go. I also may write random little stories if I feel that my day shouldn’t be shared or I just get bored! My stories and my days will involve my family, my friends and basically everything else I want to include in it! Well, I am going to try and post every other day and maybe on weekends, it depends on my plans. So I’ll write again on Saturday! Maybe.

Wanted: My Bed!!!!( I am NEVER eating again!)